Enter evil, Enter dread, those that follow, they lie dead.

Cooking with Colby!

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 18:16:41 GMT

Today I'm here to introduce a line of meals that shall hold your taste buds captive! Meet...BREAKFAST/BRUNCH!!

Now...I don't know how many of you are going "zOMG so nasty!1", but I'm enjoying the eats right now. O.O

The eggs are obviously very good...jess, so tastey you'll bite your tongue off for more. There's mozzerella cheese mixed in! I added some P0tANG to it (regular seasoned salt) and then some salt and a but load of ground pepper, which had me personally sneezing my arse off outside of the kitchen. If you plan to make this, make sure to allow the cheese to melt on a half setting on your stove for a couple of minutes, but don't let it burn! Pour the eggs in after (2 is a recommended) with yolk and white, and then nearing the end (however you like your scrambled eggs) you need to salt and pepper it as you'de like. Season salt really does give it some g00t taste people. Not too much! A little is a lot...or some shit like that.

Now, the toast is one of my personal favs because it was so easy and quick. Just take wheat bread to a toaster, it can be buttered or non, I didn't butter mine. Allow it to brown (and make sure the bread isn't smooshed like mine was) and pull it out, put some sort of jelly or honey or sugary liquidy substance on it and enjoy.

The stuff in the bowl there is GREAT!!! <3 <3 <3 4 Fruit yogurt!!! <3 <3 <3 It's incredibly tastey, and LOW FAT! No more than 2% fat actually, from what I remember. Bah, anyway... Go out to your store and get some of those cups of the low fat yoplait (sp) yogurt. If you get the smaller cups, you'll need 4, if you get larger ones then you'll need about 2. Now, while there you'll want to grab some grapes (either color's fine, the green is more sour and the purple has naturally more nutrients -/- darker color) and some frozen or fresh blueberries. These'll stain bad, so watch it. Also, for the yogurts, you'll probably already know this, but it's better to get two dif. flavored cups. The peach flavored and strawberry flavored are both VERY good and mix well with the other two fruits. Easy enough to prepare, just mix'm in as much as you want and eat. If they're frozen materials, defrost them if possible, and the blueberries can be defrosted using the empty plastic yogurt cups even, how nifty!!

The hashbrowns are just freaking hashbrowns. I poured a tiny bit of water into the pan while cooking them every 30 seconds or so, a very small amoutn to keep them moist and cooked more so on the outside than in. Season'd salt, table salt, and pepper were added to kick the taste. The longer you cook with the water, the tougher and tastier the outside is...until they burn, so keep a taste test running.

I suggest you start with the eggs first, move on to the toast while the eggs are cooking, take care of the eggs for a while and dumb them into a closed container or microwave to keep heated, make the hashbrowns quickly while preparing the yogurt and you've got it made.

^_^

Ingredients for meal:

Seasoned Salt (partial)
Salt (partial)
Ground black pepper (partial)
2 Low Fat yoplait yogurt (larger (but still handheld) cups, 1 of each flavor you'd like)
Frozen Blueberries/blackberries (These may also be fresh, either way. Fresh tastes better however.)
Grapes (any type, the darker the color the better it mixes)
Any sort of hash brown mix, OR potatos (which you will then prepare to be hashbrowns however you'd like)
2-3 Eggs (2 is what I used)
Mozzerella cheese (I found that using STRING CHEESE (2 sticks) was plenty for 2 eggs. Swiss is <3 as well)
wheat bread (please don't murder it with white : P)
Any sort of jelly or sweet topping, syrups, honey, etc. Whatever you prefer.

There you go! Enjoy! ^_^ I hope you burn yourself and break limbs trying to prepare this 30 minute breakfast! XD

I'm replying?

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 19:50:13 GMT

Look at me...I'm actually writing again! Or...er...typing. I've been making a lot of little typos lately and it annoys the hell out of me because I can't even see how they got there. I think I'm typing correctly and I'm normally very sure I'm hitting the keys hard enough and singly, but I guess that's not happening. Maybe my keyboard is screwed up...

*sigh*

Anyway, I'm having a decent day I guess. Went to work and only had to stay for 2 and a half hours! ^_^ There's a quick $15, not bad for doing NOTHING but standing around and watching people talk, not to mention me caring for a stray dog... ^_^'
She was sooo cute! Makes me want to hug her...but I didn't because I didn't know if she had flees or not (she was scratching a lot) and I don't think flees and my beautiful long boy hair mix. (Ok, exagerating on the hair, but bleh...) I took some apple sauce from a refrigerator that wasn't mine and fed it to her and gave her crackers and water too. Then I cleaned her up with some wet paper towels because she was really dirty and stuffs. Anywho, the poor thing's back end was almost gone it was so hungry, given another couple of days I bet it would have died of starvation (or being hit by a car). I'm a hero, admit it. heh
Now she's of to an animal heaven, nice place if I do say so myself...okay, I've only heard good things about it, but it's big and the one lady there is 00ber nice to the dogs especially.

Sooo....now I'm here, typing, knowing I've made spelling and grammatic errors, maybe just now made one...No, that was one for sure. Meh, damn spelling to hell. XD

I'm doing good just sitting here, drinking a huge cup of iced diet coke (which used to be Dr. Pepper until I chugged it and became hyper) and complaining about typing and spelling and grammatatatical errors etc. What should I do? Any ideas?

PS- To any random strangers that I have stalked that are reading this entry, I'm not a stalker, just a sad and bored individual. ^_^

PPS- To anyone that cares, if I suddenly fall out of contact for a week, it's because I've screwed up my connection so bad that not even the all magical Winsock program can fix it. It's not my fault that my F-ing compy wants to use our non-existant 56K dial-up connection instead of my DSL running at around 100MBps (That's what the connection monitor says at least... o.0). I want to set it on fire and stab it with a lightsaber, because it would be fun to make a lightsaber. Think of it as a side quest in your favorite RPG. "To enjoy one part of the game you like the most, you must complete this hideously annoying task first! To complete this task you must first complete an even greater hellishly and perpetually annoying task! Build a lightsaber and risk your life being near radiation and nuclear output, thereby proving yourself worthy of the aformentioned hideously boring task!" Wow, I need to save that one... *saves* I only wish it would fit into my sig. area on www.gamefaqs.com...Oh well...

PPPS- I'm not as insane as previously posted. I'm actually very hyper once I get the urge to type around here, so expect to see me excited about nothing or ranting about nothing or typing about nothing that matters lotses and lotses more...and uh...w00t!

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AWESOME DAY

Thu, 12 May 2005 01:47:15 GMT

Ok, so this is like the first time in a couple of months to update I know, but I found something kind of cool. Maybe you all know that even though it's suppose to be bad, I love to to it. Whatever it is, a lot of things. Yeh, I'm just a bad person. Well, bad is in the eye of the beholder completely, you know the drill. It's post a cool quizzz time!!! ^_^ I'm sure abby has already gotten around to this one, but here it is!

Take the quiz: "Are You Antichrist?"

Antichrist
Congratulations my friend. You've passed the best Antichrist test. You will discover the forbidden knowledge on your own, and the rest, put God right to the test. I do profess thou art the best, to yourself confess the things upon your chest. You are an Antichrist do not drift afar, an ancient evil haunts. As a reward I embark with you these words, may you heed them well and understand your deed: And a Great Beast arose from the sea, and upon rode a Scarlet Whore, upon their heads was written: Mystery Babylon, Abomination and Desecration,Mother of Harlots. And I looked up and I saw.A man with hair made of wool. True evil disguised as light.

Hahaha, I rule! I'm so anti-christical! : P The awesome thing is I was completely honest.

Wouldn't it be cool to be the antichrist, I mean, before the whole burning in hell thing, it would be kind of neat to command people and, like, stamp your favorite number into their skin. hmm...maybe you need to befriend me, and join me at my thrown... O_O LOL

And the odd thing? I can totaly see myself being a totaly hip and totaly in the zone antichrist, anyone agree? BTW, carefull, I like to burn things...

OH, and this test is kind of difficult to score that on, that's what I figured when the other 4 people I know took it and got a "nope" at the end. ARE YOU THE ANTICHRIST? Don't cheat! Do it once and only once! Be truthful!

...hmmm...I think I'm done here...

*runs away*

btw

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 19:33:09 GMT

Now whoever kept bugging me about my LJ (grr, you know who you are) got like 6 posts today, so no complaining...

ALSO, anyone can use that email and forward it to someone if they want, I just felt like this guy needed it. He said it got in his head and he thought he needed to kill himself, so I sent it to him 2 years later ^_^

O_O

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 19:22:53 GMT

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I shall now attempt to make the longest post in me-and-my-friend's history...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, banana phoooone.

THE FOLLOWING IS AN EMAIL I WROTE TO...UM...WELL I DON'T KNOW HIM BUT I'M SURE HE APRECIATES IT! ^_^
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I have a business proposition for you. This isn't a virus or spy ware or adware or a scam or any kind of costly trick, you can hold me to it legally.

If you want to make over $30,000 a month, just because you were chosen randomly out of several participants, please visit the go here link. The only thing you have to lose is your old job, so you might as well, right? (We're unsure of your age, but it doesn't matter, this is a very simple job. Curious? You will be until you click the link...won't you...)

Please go HERE to find out more without bothersome adds and computer warfare.

If that link isn't working correctly, try this one: Free Job Opportunity.

Thank you for taking time to read through this, don't let it fall into your junk mail, because you just might regret never knowing what was here for you if you don't at least read the information on the page I have posted a link for. If you get this email and do not use the email Directors_seat@hotmail.com , then please forward it to that address, I would be much obliged.

Thanks again,

Mr. J. M. Borgeese

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Now for the real lyrics, again, I'll combine them with this post...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

I've got this feeling

so appealing

for us to get together and sing - SING!

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding

Donana phone

It grows in bunches

I've got my hunches

Its the best

beats the rest

cellular modular

interactivodular

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping

Ponana phone

Its no baloney

It aint a phony

My cellular

Bananular phone

Don't need quarters

don't need dimes

to call a friend of mine

dont need computer or tv

to have a real good time

I'll call for pizza

I'll call my cat

I'll call the whitehouse, have a chat

I'll place a call around the world

Operator get me beijing jing jing jing

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ying yang ying yang ying yang ying

Yanana phone

It's a real live mama and papa phone

a brother and sister and a dogaphone

a grandpa phone and a grandma phone too - oh yeah

my cellular bananular phone

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Its a phone with appeal (a peel)

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Now you can have your phone and eat it too

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

This song drives me .... bananas

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Bo ba do ba do do doob

>>>>>>and if you have the song on repeat, here they are AGAIN!!! ^_^<<<<<<<<

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

I've got this feeling

so appealing

for us to get together and sing - SING!

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding

Donana phone

It grows in bunches

I've got my hunches

Its the best

beats the rest

cellular modular

interactivodular

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping

Ponana phone

Its no baloney

It aint a phony

My cellular

Bananular phone

Don't need quarters

don't need dimes

to call a friend of mine

dont need computer or tv

to have a real good time

I'll call for pizza

I'll call my cat

I'll call the whitehouse, have a chat

I'll place a call around the world

Operator get me beijing jing jing jing

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ying yang ying yang ying yang ying

Yanana phone

It's a real live mama and papa phone

a brother and sister and a dogaphone

a grandpa phone and a grandma phone too - oh yeah

my cellular bananular phone

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Its a phone with appeal (a peel)

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Now you can have your phone and eat it too

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

This song drives me .... bananas

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Bo ba do ba do do doob

>>>I'm including my Legal notes from earlier too<<<

I know you're watching me...and...I'm here to say...
I was never going to and never will drill my brain out or anyone elses for that matter, and any indication of that was my own imagination, and should not be interpretted wrongly.

^^^My own legal notice^^^

BTW, it'll help you understand if you listen to banana phone...

*they listen*
*runs while they have it in their head and can't think correctly to run*

>>>>>>and now the reason I HAD the legal notes...<<<<<<<

I feel I have to make an entry specificly designed to get a song in your head...

This song can make a possessed child seem loving and kind, even if it's sticking it's pronged tongue near your crotch...scarey, I know...

HERE ARE BOTH LINKS!!!

but first...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, Banana Phone! Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, Banana Phooooone! I've got this feeliiiing, it's so apealiiing, for us to get together and sing, SING! Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, banana phooone! Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding, banana phooooone!! It grows in bunchesss, I've got my hunchesss! Hit the desk, beat the rest! Cellurlar, Modular, interactivodular! Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, banana phooone!-buhbobidobidu-Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping, banana phoooone!! It's no balogna!! It aint a poney!!, my celurlar, bananular phoooo oooone!!!

THOSE ARE THE F^%@*ING LYRICS YOU WILL HEAR FOR AT LEAST 3 MORE HOURS!!!! DAMNIT F$%*ING SONG STILL IN MY F^$!ING HEAD! AHHH!!!! O_O GET IT OUT OMG I'M GOING TO DRILL MY BRAIN OUT!!!! *Banging head on desk and causing brain trauma*
*sitting in corner, rocking back and forth, eye twitching*
huh....hh...mmhh....ba...ban...ana phh....oo...o...onnee..... *shaking and rocking still*

Oh well, it's a good F-ing tune people, so listen to it, and watch the flash movie, it has the F word several times throughout it and the volume shoots up at those times, so watch it if there are parents. The banana badgers are perfectly safe...and there's no load time for the badger one, the song is sped up and sounds better at that speed, bu the flash movie is really funny...sooo...

You guys have probably already seen this, but I'm lurring you into seeing it again, or at least reading the lyrics and getting it in your head...

Alright...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, Banana Phoooone!

Ok, back to the links...yes...

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/badgerphone.php (BADGER PHONE, very catchy tune, better song of the two...)

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/bananaphone.html (BANANA PHONE FLASH CARTOON, F-Word usage and some blood...lmao)

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>OK, now I'm sure you all want to hear me blab about my day and how I'm planning my spring break...<<<<<<

My spring break is going to be cool and will rock and all but will be as boring as hell but that's ok because I have halo and halo 2 and I'll play them because they're there and the movie naussica was good, however you spell it and bla and bla and

LEZ I FINISHED YOUR BOOK AND THE ENDING SUCKED F-ING ASS I WISH IT DIDN'T END LIKE THAT OH WELL IT'S BETTER THAN HIM CHEESILY LIVING WITH THE TWO OTHER GOOD SURVIVORS (THAT IRONIC-A-LY ARE STILL GOING TO HELL) I GUESS AND OMG OMG THEY'RE IDIOTS, THE GIRL CAN STILL TURN INTO THE MONSTER AT NIGHT SO TECHNICALY THAT LEAVES AN EVEN FURTHER CHANCE FOR BLA BLA AND BLA.

Your birdy is doing very well lez and I say this because abby might be reading and might call you or you might be readin from far far away or sumthing odd. Anyway, the other animals are doing great...except for Black Beauty (name right?) being cold one morning andh having her teeth chatter...it was so sad but kind of cute...anyway, she's getting her medicine and everything and the dogs are doing good, all 5...oh, 2 of them may be strays though we haven't decided, but they seem to like to chase the chickens. Is that normal?
LOL
Just kidding, there are only 3...
Anyway, there was a tragedy on our first day (morning) there...*sniff* there were two dead birds there O_O One was a rooster/hen, we didn't exactly take time to look, but I think it might have been one of the roosters. Too brave for their own good I guess, it flew into the caged area with the one shorter dog you guys picked up and it kind of tore it apart, but bla.
the other was a normal bird in the roosting area, and we have no idea what happened there...maybe a cat got it?
The cats are doing good, just kind of lazy, and that one is happy snuggling with us so it's all good.
The goats run from us...waaah....
I like feeding the birds, it's great, and the roosters try to attack me sometimes so I run at them and start making weird noises, it's really funny ( lol) , and then one got really close once so I tossed feed at it and it ran...LOL
What else...hmmmm....
The dove (dove right?) is doing fine, still afraid of everyone, but doing good.
There's one little hen that keeps following us around in the morning and it's soo cute! Must be your favorite... ^_^^_^_^_^_^_^

Banana phone...

I think I'll put some more stuff in here...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>MY OLD LONGEST POST OVER, NOW NOT THE LONGEST BUT PART OF THE LONGEST<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

<<<""">>>OMG@schoolN0w!
wow, here I am typing at school...skipping...a boring movie...ok, well, thatt's interesting and all. Hey, it's time for me to sit here and be bored. OMG MAKING OMELET LATER. Wow, ok, I'm here now. Jeff had an accident today? Weird. I hope you're alright then! HI if you're reading because your bored/injured Jefferay (horray....). Why am I here? I should so be hiking over to Nick's house right now. He DOEs live like right next to the school, I should so meet his parents and hike. Hiking's fun. This is random.

I have to write Lezy's email today (or the rest of it, at least)...and I plan to, so lez, like if you read this just shout EMAIL at me several times. OMG Laura's being bribed!!! OMG OMG OMG

Hmm, na, just kidding.
She doesn't want to tell these guys people's friend's wife's brother's nephew (s) anything. I think. They say Konnichiwa!!! OH, her little sister's boyfriend that she broke up with last night, and she won't tell why? Damnit I got that mixed up. Oh well, I bet I can type on LJ for the whole period, you just watch me.

I HAVE A PLAN! I shall t,ype the whole period and label my entreeee, now you'll be able to figure out how it's organized.

1: Odd dances

2: Odd animal dances

3: Counting cieling popcorn thingies.

4: Typing loudly for everyone to hear!

5: Counting computyer pixels!

6: Counting your face! (dedicated to lezy)

7: and finaly, making sure they don't find out that I'm lame(dly) skipping health class in which we are suppose to be watching only a movie to type on LJ.com in the school library. LaMe?! I have an out damnit! Give me a break!!! ^_^

Ok, so here it goes!

1: ODD DANCES!!!!

And a left and a right and...ok, I got bored of that...next...

2: ODD ANIMAL DANCES---->

Chicken-
Bock bock booock bock bock *twist flap* bock boooo oooock *flap flap jump twist flap flip sing!*

Cow-
*eats*

Crocodile-
Eats chicken and cow, but spits out the bones and picks teeth. (wtf? really? YES!)

Lama-

Ok, now wtf is this thing suppose to do?! Well let's see...

*eats*

Yay! Exciting and interesting beyond belief!!! ^_^
I could ride it, but it seems he has a back ache....eck...

Oxe-

Ok, same with lama, but let's try anyway, we shall tempt it with a carrot!

*holds carrot*

Yes, and while I hold this carrot we shall speak of....a mouse, the mouse that won't work correctly in the library, computer station, wolfforth, Texas.

*pulls back hand*
Gaahh??11one eleventy!!1 ok, enough drama, my hand is like...gone...non existant people, the carrot too...

Yeh, I certainly could be writing lezy's email and sending it to my email and then forwarding that to her email, but that's not fun! There's no dramatic deadline that I almost never make and have to strive for!

*looks back*
Nope, the old bat still hasn't caught on. I really do Loath her very existance. Yes, I do, she kicked me out several times in a week for wearing a jacket incorrectly. Ok, and I hate her son, but that's absolutely not the reason! O_O

My mom knows them...just remembered.

Holly crap I should do this every time, do you think I'll get a week of ISS? Oh well, it's kind of fun, because no one talks and I can secretly write messages on the desks/thingies so the next person to sit there can respond to it, heheh. I made a chat room on the table in chemistry once, and that was fun, but it didn't last, somehow the removed the golden beautiful scratches I left.

Maybe I should just stop when I'm done. I still have no second hand, obviously, and I need to get with it. Ok, so, on to my scheduled activities, and no more animals.

#3!!!! COUNTING CIELING POP CORN THINGIES!!! w00tzors(ish)(ith)--->

one...two...three.........oh! four! five six seven...er...yeh it would be smarter to use those.... 8 9 10.....11...12....not 14....not 13.....15...16......1------7------......18.....19ityelevendy1!!
Well, I got bored of that too, but I think I got them all anyway. On to the next.

TYPING LOUDLY FOR EVERYONE TO HEAR!!!

OMG OMG OPMG KAS SDFJKK EATATKORUBOUSES!!!! OMG OMG WOW....done...

Count pixels-

one.....two....this ancient thing probably has liek 100ty billion, but I'll say 30 instead. Liek IS a word...

*CoUnTiNg YoUr FaCe*

ONE!11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!!!1!1!1!1ChristComesBack#$@#^2312$%745!!!seventeenbecauseIsayso!!!!1!!OnEhAnD11!

Well, I'll end here, I know you all enjoyed it, but alright, I'll have to do it next time I skip health (day after tomorow, and every other day after that, possibly? It's that farking boring people....)...done!

BTW, my shower shocks me with electricity...weird grounding effect electrical people, but it works still!!! ^_^
<<<""">>>

Now my longest poetry ever!!! YOU GET TO HEAR IT AGAIN!
*er...read it I mean...*

<<<ACTUALLY, this is just the post it was in, so read into it...>>>

Mental Battle
I want to start every one of my entries from now on with a writing of some kind, so here you go, this is my creative writing for the day, and it's a quickly made (2 hours or so) poem about the bare insides of a normal person's head, and why 95% of all people are...ooo, I'll let you guess ^_^ Imaginations are fun. Anyway, here you go, it's more of a mix between an old travelers story and poetic creativity :P A lot of people don't exactly favor this type of poem the most, but I thought I'd try something new, and actually, cross out a couple of minor spelling errors (which might still occur) and some grammar mistakes, and you've got a printable :P

-KINGDOM SOUL-

Beyond our own scriptures,
a legend is told,
and of these great epics,
two kingdoms birthed gold,
so ponder your courage,
compared to those dead,
compile your money,
and counter weight lead.
Fused two into one,
they thrive all the same,
toss your free will,
you've arrived at Kingdom Dread.

"How do they live,
without form or fashion,
and still be content,
with but water and bread?
As soon as they realize,
what they are missing,
they'll discover the mandate,
and power of Dread!"

Now angered and restless,
the king has become,
he sends his best army,
to carry a fist,
and greedy they're made,
of their own will,
mindless destruction,
a thirst for the kill.

When they first arrived,
to the kingdom of light,
the enemy stood there,
refusing to fight.
They slaughtered the sheep,
and dormant they lay,
when up from a carcass,
came a single light ray.
Starring in awe,
the soldiers now saw,
the beauty that they,
themselves had destroyed,
but not one regretted,
the orders deployed.

As more and more rose,
from the ashes of war,
each spread apart,
to allow something more.
Down this row came,
the king of the light,
"I have something to say,
before the end of the fight..."

He stood most erect,
and sounded his word,
"You'd follow to death,
your corrupt dreadful lord.
Take one look around,
at what you have done.
Quite simply spoken,
the war has begun."
Come the end of these words,
the soldiers had wept,
yet the blood tipped morals,
the soldiers still kept,
and creating their tracks,
without a glance behind,
they trudged through the sunset,
to seek their enemies blind.

Now, if you're not a poetry type person, then don't read on, i have one more to add and it was my first ever poem (well, first constructive one...)

-POISONED WATER-

This world depends,
on the sins of our kind,
it's future destruction,
the fault of the blind.

though doubtful their knowledge,
of what they have done,
with every tear fallen,
a war has begun.

ok, now that last part there, that's something that really stays in MANY of my writings, because I like the subject and I say so. So get used to hearing the war has began, will begin, just began, etc.
I feel like I need to explain the part where the king says "The war has begun", because "duh, everyone was dead!" but no, use your brain ^_^. He's not exactly talking about a physical war (well, maybe partly, but think of it), is he?

Heheh, well I hope you liked my very neat and pretty long journal entry today, it won't be like this often, so send me a reply (feedback area) if you liked my work or have a comment, I'd love to hear from you. (even constructive critizizmz <--nice word eh?)

OH, and thanks to Lezy for allowing me to borrow her DVD, I'll watch it lez and tonight even ^.^ ^_^

DONE WITH THAT, now my other longest (old longest) longest longest post evar!!!

(MAYBE THIS ONE IS LONGER THAN MY OTHER FIRST SECOND OLDEST LONGEST POST OF THE OLD POSTS)

An Idea!
Sections of your interest (skip to your favorite, use CTRL+F to search for the numberings):

1A: Intro
2A: My day before now
3A: Plans for the rest of the day
4A: My new schedule and Yoga plan

1B: The beads idea! you guys can help ^_^

VVV- HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY IS 2B down there *points down*-VVV
2B: What can you do to help me? Come to the last section and see! ^_^

1A:
I've decided! w00t
abby introduced me in part to Yoga, very interesting form of excersise ^_^.
I'm going to incorporate it into my NEW SCHEDULE!!! I start today, so when the day's over, and you begin reading this sometime today or tomorow (today is sunday), then this is my sunday schedule...:

2A:
Awake at 7:00, back to sleep and awake at 7:49, but I really wanted to wake up at 7:00...
Ate breakfast while using the computer, breakfast was eggs (without additives), Hashbrowns, and biscuits(sp)
Stayed on computer for a while, and then left with my mom to go to hastings, drug emporium, and united.
Got back from all three of those places without beads (I wanted to find some lol) but instead with mints...lol!
Got back onto computer and by then it was around...ohhh...2:00PM or so, and I had been taking turns w/ computer w/ bro.
I decided to look for more beads but had little luck, only found one necklace with any, and set those asid efor later.
Asked mom if she would take me to hobby lobby later and she said tuesday and I'm like "aww..." and I'll get some then...
I got back onto the computer now, about 6:00 really, and plan to stay on until 6:30 or 6:45...then lift weights.

3A:
PLANNED--->
I have an easy lift day for today, it's primary duty is to get me to rest ^_^ I do lift some though, just so I can say I lift every night haha, so it's neck night tonight, I just take some 15 pounds or so and lay down on a bench or bed and lean my neck off of the adge and up down up down, the turn on my side up side down side, then the other side and then lay down on my stomach and face the ground with my eyes and up down up down, then repeat for the same neck areas 2 more times in a row, doing them slowly, about 30-100 times each depending on the sides. Left and right sides of the neck are 100's, front side is very difficult, and it's a 30-50 rep side, and then the back side of the neck is usually no more than 50 for each go. Now you have workout notes.
After working out I will eat some oriental stir fry cooked up here by my mom with lots of chicken and mushrooms and nuts and sauces, yummy and protein filled. When I'm done, I'll rest for just a second and then take my multivitamin (tastes like garlic, mint leaves, tea leaves, glutamin, vitamin c, dirt, your common flue medication, some preperation-H cooling gel (I'm just taking a guess), and peach fuzz mixed together...yummy...), then a vitamin C pill to make sure that damn cold is gone, and then my Protein Powder (Mega-Whey mix, GMC) which is just three scoops of slightly supposed to taste like chocolate powder with bits of crunchy vitamin in it (that you should never attempt to eat with your teeth) mixed with half a glass of water to make a vitamin tasting watered down hot chocolate kind of drink that tastes closer to mowed grass than chocolate. After that I'll brush my teeth, wash my face, maybe shave (because I always forget to in the morning!!!) and clock myself in for the night.
At this time it shall be 8:00 PM and I'll be in bed at that time every night! Early!
Think again, it's early, but not out of question.

4A:
I decided that I need some silence to myself, so every morning I'm waking up at 4:45 AM (after starting sleeping at 8:00PM every night) and doing-->
1: Yoga: Sun Salutation (Thanks for the site, abby!)
2: If I get my email tonight on my lessons, Kundalini Yoga, more for the mind and chakras than others.
3: Regular meditation, but partly during Kundalini Yoga if it allows, and partly during Sun Salutation, then with the time I have left I'll just do some free meditation, and that should clear meditation up for the day, except for the random staring at the walls blankly in most classes, which IS a form of meditation, and when I just close my eyes and zone out in some classes such as horticulture and...um...sadly, chemistry :P (though I'm failing misserably most likely)...then zoning out any other time of the day.
AND THEN-->
Eating something (very often 3 Eggs and Oatmeal (3 bags of it, small bags though)
Throw a shirt in the drier... ^_^
Showering (more meditation time really)
Getting dressed and brushing through my long beautiful hair (LOL) to get tangles out while it's wet...
Maybe check my mail on the computer
Check to see that my hair isn't like frizzing out completely before leaving.
Pack a lunch of some sort and ready school materials.
Grab my Palm Tungsten T3 for the day's boring activities in which I can't meditate during.
Slip my sandals on.
Grab a water bottle.
Run to the car because my mom is driving away impatiently.
Get the news paper when my mom stops at the end of our hideously long drive way.
See you guys at school (or some of you, in the cafeteria)

1B:
OMG I got the most awesome-est idea ever when Lezy gave me those beads (or, chui really) from school!!! I remembered that Shaman's often use them for channeling and as prayer beads, similar to those in japanese culture (japanese verified by lez). I COULD use them for that, but here as of lately, I've wanted an easier and more relaxing way to meditate in my cross legged position, because when you do as I do it is most comfortable to cross your legs and sit back straight up for better breathing, and block everything, creating an imaginary field, and seeing yourself meditate there. In reality, you're meditating in your imaginary world, but you're still meditating and still get the full effect, it's easy to block outside noises that way ~_0 but then again, you aren't seeing your imaginary world, you see the brain inside your imaginary head (in a sense) and meditate imaginatively, but it's a real meditation sequence. Well you get it, it's just the way I learned from Nimul for easy beginning and I just enjoy it's simplicity.
Back to the beads, when I meditate, I have to touch my hands together somehow, but prefferably palm to palm somehow. As you may have figured out, this can lead to uncomfortable or aukward (sp) possitions for me, because I have to hold my muscles in place and put force on my arm, which throws off my concentration and breathing a bit. SOOOO, to connect the energy flow, I'm simply going to use beads, I'll hold one end with a palm, and the other with this one, and this is such a perfect way to do it, you just don't know how mad at myself I forgot about it. It gives two sides of the beads for energy to flow, and energy goes in one way only, like a race kind of (like this)
|---------------------------------|
|---------------------------------|
(the top line repressents the energy that flows between the two hands that is good usable stable ballanced energy, while the bottom one repressents the energy that is unusable because I already have enough of that and it will unballance the body, or it is just an overflow not needed, and it all depends on the poles like in magnitation, north and south poles, see? I might want to face north or south while doing this...because if I'm facing a certain way unprefferable to the energy flow, it might just (top line) hit each other and collapse, not making it to either of the other hands, see? Like a draw or tie in a game ^_^)

Not only that, but I'll make it looong, that way it can sag and hit the floor also, this means the energy has a place to go (negative energy, or more like de-magnitized really), because it is NOT a good thing to keep bundled up inside, it causes many problems, you want it to flow out of your body to keep the ballance, and if that line hits the floor, then it travels down into the ground, because inside the earth is the greatest magnet of energy of all, because it's half a side of possitively charged energy and half a side of negatively charged energy (north and south poles), meaning that amounts of certain positive or negative energy is going to flow down to that earthly charge, and some of that charge (in the meaning of ballance really) will flow back up towards yourself, or myself, or whatever.

2B:
If you're a personal friend from nearby, you can help me! You don't have to, of course, but I'd love to have a piece of my friends in the making of something I will be carrying around everywhere at all times and using every morning. This set of stringed beads is going to be a totaly random mix, it will have normal round beads, half beads (like circles with the hole in the middle)(may be called seperators), and gems with holes through them (rocks, crystals, etc).
HOWEVER, I'm not including any type of plastic in this creation, because it's very difficult to get a flow going using plastic, because it is a slightly dirty or impure material, factory made and resistant to charge. All or MOST (because there might be rocks and crystals and stuff like that) of this will be WOODEN, so I'll have wooden beads and gems only. I'll (on this ocasion only, really) use fishing line for stringing it together, because it's a very very strong type of string, and might just use two together, but it depends on what I can find. It's going to be long enough that I can wrap it around my neck by doubling it up, so it might look like two beaded necklaces around my neck, but they aren't *winkith* and I'll use them for random meditation anywhere I want.

You can help by bringing me any old bead you can find, or several, if you want, but please, no plastic (omg I'm pushy for someone getting free things lol). I'd love to have a section of beeds where only my friends have spots, see? That way I'll always remember you!
(The best part? Most of my friends are women, lol, so I might just be able to get something from them :P)
If they cost money or you buy them special for this or something financialy exclusive (EXCLUSIVE! ^_^) I'll certainly buy them from you, but I have a money roof of like 10 bucks, so don't do anything drastic.
If you don't have any beads, then it's perfectly fine, I don't expect any, I just think it's good to offer if you want a place on my life long bead line. heheh :P
Just bring it to me on monday or tuesday, or later than that if you want, I'll try to rebead it if I already did, because I can get fishing line soooo cheap.

THANKS FOR READING!!!! I KNOW THIS WAS A LONG ONE!

MEMENTO MORI AND LOVE AND LIGHT AND PEACE AND ALL OF THAT SHIT, LUV YUH AND SEE YOU ON MONDAY!!! (or maybe tuesday?),

Colby

And my entry shall ennnnnd....HERE!

...

So, was that long enough for you? No? More? Okay, another of my favorite only ever coolishious posts...

Music?
-----THE FOLLOWING IS A LONG EXPLANATION ON MY VIEW OF RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN ME AND A PENCIL, IT IS MY OWN OPINION IN MY OWN RELIGIOUS BELIEF, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT OR MAY BE OFFENDED BY IT, PLEASE GO READ YOUR BIBLE SAFE IN A NICE FLUFFY CHAIR MADE OF CUTE RABBIT FUR! ^_^ POOR RABBITS!!!------
You just might want to print this out instead of reading it online, it took me too long to write it for you to read half and comment! O_O Heheh...and abby, if you want to know about me, you'll have to log onto Yahoo, you yahoo, I dun do no email conversations! (well I do, but ask lezy, they fall apart with me)...

What is music to you? Is it a combination of sounds? A song about alchohol or dancing? Is it a load blair in the background of your life, getting you through each day?

...or is it a puzzle piece to understanding the universe? Well I have news for you, music isn't just sound or a catchy tune that makes you want to drill a hole through your head, it's much much more. Everytime you wake up from sleeping, you can hear the music, even without a radio or TV or walkman, it's there. The sound of the clock, the high pitched humming of your electronics, and the shifting and rubbing of the covers on your bed, it's all music. I really don't feel like giving "The. Speach." here, because when I do I usually take hours literally translating my thoughts (ask anyone that has talked to me in a deep interesting conversation on the internet...maybe lezly, but those are still only short convos). Music is a way of knowing, it IS communication at heart, everything that has to do with communication, and if we didn't have music, there would be no life. The Multiversal Music can even be described as life itself.

>>Our very life is comprised of a mass of energy, and only but energy.<<

What does this mean?! You're confused! I can tell! Maybe you think you know...well hold the thought and let's test you.

Look at this computer screen. You're the same as that screen, you're both made of the exact same things, and even though it can't physicaly and independantly move itself, it does have thoughts and feelings, memories even. "OMG HE'S PSYCHO! LMAO!" Ok, calm down, now look into it further. UIE, Universal Intelligent Energy, or even better, MIE, Multiversal Intelligent Energy, is the only building block of life out there. Yes, of course atoms are, duh, but now what are atoms made of? They aren't the smallest piece of energy out there, it can always be split once more, until reaching it's core form, MIE. Now, there's no way of proving this to Mundane's, but if you've experienced Shamanic Travels or Talked to a spirit, which is itself only a pure form of MIE, you'll believe me. Ok, so, once again, if MIE is everything and anything, but nothing is MIE, it's just made of it, then what IS music?

1: I'm not talking about the word music, it has a specific definition in the dictionary. I'm speaking of the THOUGHT of music, rather. Music is everything. Your skin is everything, that chicken you just ate is practically you and your fork is now seemingly your friend?! Go you, you're understanding.

Realization #1 for you now?! The computer is made of MIE, which is in itself just an energy capable of carrying information! Therefor, the computer has emotions and memories, yet it can't use them and doesn't even know it has them, because it has no brain. Technicaly, can't you argue that because it doesn't have a brain, then it doesn't have the chemistry needed to show emotion? Of course you could, but good luck, I've done it and you'll be walking in circles until your brain explodes alll over your new white shirt and you'll thank me for simplifying it for you. ^_^

OK THEN! HOW THE HELL DID WE GET TO THE COMPUTER HAVING FEELINGS FROM THE MUSIC TOPIC?! THEY'RE ALL RELATED!

The main reason for this explanation is >>>Treating the world like trash is just a more complicated way of killing yourself slowly but surely inside and out, so for ****'s sake, don't screw yourself over like that ^_^.<<<

and always remember, energy can neither be created, nor destroyed, so when all of this comes to mind, what does this say about DEATH? Maybe I shouldn't share my thoughts on death, it may disturb...oh who cares, it's all good, you guys know I'm not psycho! : D *smiles and looks left and right slowly* ok...

Death is a very very good thing. For all of you that have boohoo-eded your eyes out over a family member or the dog that you tricked into liking his prison and claiming him as your personal item and basicaly playing god and holding a life in your hand, I'll go with that, it's a difficult thing losing a loved one, but if you remember this, or believe it, it's much easier to work with. Death is not only good, it's one of the most important things in the world. A person holds X amount of energy when he or she is born and as he or she grows, he or she gathers that energy and learns to harness it. I'll tell you one thing, it HAS been proven and is being proven that your brain naturaly has it's own electromagnetic field, and it CAN control it using electromagnetic waves. This means psychics are real, your mom may be able to read into your feelings (because electromagnetic waves carry most information that natural MIE does), and that monk really did levitate! omg! what does this have to do with death? Well everything is related, but back on subject, this energy, when released, can only spread to another person, and because the world has to keep it's energy ballanced, it can allot a fraction to each living thing according to it's own MIE mass.
*dancing banana for intermission, grab a pop corn basket and some sodas and get back here...*
Ok, so, this means, the more energy the more available to a single person. One thing you should know is that every bit of energy counts, you (if you have that "sixth sense", per say) can feel every bit flowing through you and when it changes, you'll know. When the worlds death rate goes up, you feel happy and much better, especialy when you don't realize that the world's death rate went up, understand? Then again, you should have already figured this one out, but humans have one of THE LOWEST masses of pure usable energy alloted to them at birth and during life, for the soul reason that they are so oblivious to the fact that it's there. So, the HUMAN death rate skyrocketing might not make you feel much better, but if you're me and want every last bad-at-heart-and-soul-and-in-the-mind human to die right now (NOW...damn...), then you'll be happy to hear the death rate announcement. Holly shit this is a long one...are you reading a printed out version?! I wouldn't have the patience!

Ok, I'll try to end it...
What I'm trying to say is, death is a good thing, and next tiem you're at a funeral for a friend, I might be the maniac laughing at a lame joke or the priest's hair in the back, being escorted out, because it's not sad to me, just kind of disapointing. No, really, the last time a person I knew died I was like "Oh, really?...er...ok, but did you buy me more chicken strips?! I MUST HAVE PROTEIN! O_O"

Maybe that surprises some of you? (the whole death ritual, not just that one paragraph (death ritual=entire entry, for it is long and borring ^_^)

Ok, well, I left A LOT for discussion, so DISCUSS DAMNIT!!!!

PS- a little bit of trivia, what is known as the Universal Death and Life Element? Fire, think about it and have a nice day! ~_0

Ok, well like I said, Lez, Your animals are fine, and I swear to any god that is or has ever existed, if you have read this all (ANY OF YOU), then I will give you a hug at school. I mean, you'de have to be fucking insane to read this whole thing without having some kind of twitching attack and dying or sumthing weird like that.

Well, have a nice day, and forever keep this in mind...I win... I HAVE THE LONGEST POST OF ALLL!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!

I'll end with another set of the lyrics so you don't have to scroll up to listen to the song again...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

I've got this feeling

so appealing

for us to get together and sing - SING!

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding

Donana phone

It grows in bunches

I've got my hunches

Its the best

beats the rest

cellular modular

interactivodular

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping

Ponana phone

Its no baloney

It aint a phony

My cellular

Bananular phone

Don't need quarters

don't need dimes

to call a friend of mine

dont need computer or tv

to have a real good time

I'll call for pizza

I'll call my cat

I'll call the whitehouse, have a chat

I'll place a call around the world

Operator get me beijing jing jing jing

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ying yang ying yang ying yang ying

Yanana phone

It's a real live mama and papa phone

a brother and sister and a dogaphone

a grandpa phone and a grandma phone too - oh yeah

my cellular bananular phone

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Its a phone with appeal (a peel)

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Now you can have your phone and eat it too

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

This song drives me .... bananas

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Bo ba do ba do do doob

AND I END MY SUPER LONG LONGEST EVAR YOU LOSE FOREVAR LJ POST HERE!!! DON'T FORGET THAT I'M THE MASTAR!!!! FOOL!!!

/END

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 18:43:02 GMT

Found the actual lyrics...here you go!

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

I've got this feeling

so appealing

for us to get together and sing - SING!

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding

Donana phone

It grows in bunches

I've got my hunches

Its the best

beats the rest

cellular modular

interactivodular

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping

Ponana phone

Its no baloney

It aint a phony

My cellular

Bananular phone

Don't need quarters

don't need dimes

to call a friend of mine

dont need computer or tv

to have a real good time

I'll call for pizza

I'll call my cat

I'll call the whitehouse, have a chat

I'll place a call around the world

Operator get me beijing jing jing jing

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring

Banana phone

Ying yang ying yang ying yang ying

Yanana phone

It's a real live mama and papa phone

a brother and sister and a dogaphone

a grandpa phone and a grandma phone too - oh yeah

my cellular bananular phone

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Its a phone with appeal (a peel)

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Now you can have your phone and eat it too

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

This song drives me .... bananas

Banana phone

ring... ring... ring...

Bo ba do ba do do doob

That's the full song.

You can download the full song (slower mode, featured in the flash cartoon with the people) on WinMX, and it's a very catchy song. Go there...get it...WinMX is a program...no spyware or adware or viruses, promise, it says so on their legal agreement dealy, go for it...

^_^

Points at FBI

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 18:14:04 GMT

I know you're watching me...and...I'm here to say...
I was never going to and never will drill my brain out or anyone elses for that matter, and any indication of that was my own imagination, and should not be interpretted wrongly.

^^^My own legal notice^^^

BTW, it'll help you understand if you listen to banana phone...

*they listen*
*runs while they have it in their head and can't think correctly to run*

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 18:09:28 GMT

I feel I have to make an entry specificly designed to get a song in your head...

This song can make a possessed child seem loving and kind, even if it's sticking it's pronged tongue near your crotch...scarey, I know...

HERE ARE BOTH LINKS!!!

but first...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, Banana Phone! Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, Banana Phooooone! I've got this feeliiiing, it's so apealiiing, for us to get together and sing, SING! Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, banana phooone! Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding, banana phooooone!! It grows in bunchesss, I've got my hunchesss! Hit the desk, beat the rest! Cellurlar, Modular, interactivodular! Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, banana phooone!-buhbobidobidu-Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping, banana phoooone!! It's no balogna!! It aint a poney!!, my celurlar, bananular phoooo oooone!!!

THOSE ARE THE F^%@*ING LYRICS YOU WILL HEAR FOR AT LEAST 3 MORE HOURS!!!! DAMNIT F$%*ING SONG STILL IN MY F^$!ING HEAD! AHHH!!!! O_O GET IT OUT OMG I'M GOING TO DRILL MY BRAIN OUT!!!! *Banging head on desk and causing brain trauma*
*sitting in corner, rocking back and forth, eye twitching*
huh....hh...mmhh....ba...ban...ana phh....oo...o...onnee..... *shaking and rocking still*

Oh well, it's a good F-ing tune people, so listen to it, and watch the flash movie, it has the F word several times throughout it and the volume shoots up at those times, so watch it if there are parents. The banana badgers are perfectly safe...and there's no load time for the badger one, the song is sped up and sounds better at that speed, bu the flash movie is really funny...sooo...

You guys have probably already seen this, but I'm lurring you into seeing it again, or at least reading the lyrics and getting it in your head...

Alright...

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring, Banana Phoooone!

Ok, back to the links...yes...

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/badgerphone.php (BADGER PHONE, very catchy tune, better song of the two...)

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/bananaphone.html (BANANA PHONE FLASH CARTOON, F-Word usage and some blood...lmao)

mmmBirdy...Birdy birdy birdy... (inside Kung Pow Joke, movie)

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 17:33:38 GMT

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Alright, so I'm baby sitting a poor lil' birdy, and the birdy is like "sing sing" and *sings at sock* and *sits with thingy in bottom right-back corner of cage* and bla...
Ya, Gohan is good, he's just fine...I'm not spoiling him as much as Lez and them did, but he gets attentions and food and all, I dunno, I seem to feed him too much...^_^ Oh well, I like the seeds if he doesn't...
<_<
>_>
Anyway, yeh...

ANYONE THAT WANTS TO SEE ANOTHER GOOD MOVIE BY..."DAMNIT WHAT'S HIS NAME" (spirited away creator...ga....name...miosake? sounds similar...)
You need to see Naussica (spelling on that, prnounced "Naw-Sih-Kuh), it really is a good movie. While watching it I was like "ehhh...*checks time*...I wonder how long it is..." but at the end I judged it an 8/10-9/10 and I'm watching it again tomorow with my brothers on the big screen with surround sound! ^_^ The characters seem flat like paper at first but you understand it more later.
Anywho, female characters are this guy's thing I guess, I can't think of any of his movies but Princess Mononoke that had a boy main character, which doesn't bother me, I actually like the girls more. I don't know why, but I guess he has character traits layed out for women pretty well and decided to go with it, plus it adds a dramatic sense too.

HMMMM....Apple pie...

Ok, well, I added my comments, so I'm off for now, I have to type an email and then...I...dunno...but it will be fun, damnit!
I'm going to see "Robots" this week (well, next week technicaly) even if I go alone ^_^ It looks good...plus, I'm craving a nice dark quiet invironment surrounded by very large people that elbow me while watching a movie with 30 very well known actors...and catching the Gum-on-shoe virus...That's the way I get my jollies people...

Alright, well see you later!

OH! And here's this as intertainment...yay...found this on google while looking for the name of the guy who made spirited away and the others...gah...oh well, still cool, probably very old...

<a href="http://guru.theotaku.com/quiz.php?quiz=75"><img border="0" src="http://guru.theotaku.com/results/75_Chihiro.jpg"></a><br /><font size="1" face="verdana"><a href="http://guru.theotaku.com/quiz.php?quiz=75">What Spirited Away Character Are You?</a><br />Hosted by theOtaku.com: <a href="http://www.theotaku.com">Anime</a>. Done right.</font>

http://guru.theotaku.com/quiz.php?quiz=75 (<---What character are YOU from spirited away (aka Teh_one_uv_teh_best_animes_evar)???)

I get to see Mrs. Shep-it-Harder to day! (Chemistry teach)

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 12:58:52 GMT

I've already decided on a punishment for her treachery...mwahahahahhaaha!!!!! *cough* And she'll probably be like "bla bla bla I can fail you bla" and I'll be like "Ok, you do that, I couldn't care less about my grades...*growl*"
Hmmmmmmmmmmm.....

I'm making a web comic called "The life and death of Stickurus the stick man"...It's obviously a comic about the life of a male stick figure man...Duh...and if you don't think I'm serious, then bite me, because I am.

Oops, lol, I didn't mean anything up there to be hateful BTW (*covers ass*) ^_^

I need a new hooobby...
My dream shall be to travel the world on foot to spread a peaceful word! YAY! (Pst, I'm half in it for the traveling...doesn't it SOUND fun? ^_^)

Now you can't say I haven't updated in a long time...

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 13:20:00 GMT

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

That test just sounded fun...wow, look at me go. I don't care what gender you are, that doesn't decide your personality. Still fun.

Now....hmmmm.....I'm lezy's bead slave currently, so I need off....lol

OMGFOXES! YaY!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 21:20:34 GMT

Cummoooon foxes!

Hey again!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 21:09:52 GMT

Secret

What Kanji word best suits you?
brought to you by Quizilla

OMG (/inthusiasm)

kool ^_^ lol

BTW, I was an outcast for two tries, so apreciate this one heheh

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 20:53:54 GMT

OMG random japanese...

Konnichiwa Watashi wa Korubi desu, hajimemashite.

Wow, I'm going to learn some japanese! I think I'm going to learn Kanji. Wouldn't that be cool??!! I could do haiku!!! Like Laura suggests! (SPELLING! WEE!!!)

Hmm...if I go to ISS I won't be able to...or WILL I? o.0 lol

Well I hope I can. I don't know if I can read and all in ISS...oh well, they can't stop my mediation! w00t! heheh I'll be all ignoring them <_< ^_^ "sir, wake up...what's his name? " *whisper whisper* *kciks chair** eck... Ok, well off I go...

OMG@schoolN0w!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 20:22:54 GMT

wow, here I am typing at school...skipping...a boring movie...ok, well, thatt's interesting and all. Hey, it's time for me to sit here and be bored. OMG MAKING OMELET LATER. Wow, ok, I'm here now. Jeff had an accident today? Weird. I hope you're alright then! HI if you're reading because your bored/injured Jefferay (horray....). Why am I here? I should so be hiking over to Nick's house right now. He DOEs live like right next to the school, I should so meet his parents and hike. Hiking's fun. This is random.

I have to write Lezy's email today (or the rest of it, at least)...and I plan to, so lez, like if you read this just shout EMAIL at me several times. OMG Laura's being bribed!!! OMG OMG OMG

Hmm, na, just kidding.
She doesn't want to tell these guys people's friend's wife's brother's nephew (s) anything. I think. They say Konnichiwa!!! OH, her little sister's boyfriend that she broke up with last night, and she won't tell why? Damnit I got that mixed up. Oh well, I bet I can type on LJ for the whole period, you just watch me.

I HAVE A PLAN! I shall t,ype the whole period and label my entreeee, now you'll be able to figure out how it's organized.

1: Odd dances

2: Odd animal dances

3: Counting cieling popcorn thingies.

4: Typing loudly for everyone to hear!

5: Counting computyer pixels!

6: Counting your face! (dedicated to lezy)

7: and finaly, making sure they don't find out that I'm lame(dly) skipping health class in which we are suppose to be watching only a movie to type on LJ.com in the school library. LaMe?! I have an out damnit! Give me a break!!! ^_^

Ok, so here it goes!

1: ODD DANCES!!!!

And a left and a right and...ok, I got bored of that...next...

2: ODD ANIMAL DANCES---->

Chicken-
Bock bock booock bock bock *twist flap* bock boooo oooock *flap flap jump twist flap flip sing!*

Cow-
*eats*

Crocodile-
Eats chicken and cow, but spits out the bones and picks teeth. (wtf? really? YES!)

Lama-

Ok, now wtf is this thing suppose to do?! Well let's see...

*eats*

Yay! Exciting and interesting beyond belief!!! ^_^
I could ride it, but it seems he has a back ache....eck...

Oxe-

Ok, same with lama, but let's try anyway, we shall tempt it with a carrot!

*holds carrot*

Yes, and while I hold this carrot we shall speak of....a mouse, the mouse that won't work correctly in the library, computer station, wolfforth, Texas.

*pulls back hand*
Gaahh??11one eleventy!!1 ok, enough drama, my hand is like...gone...non existant people, the carrot too...

Yeh, I certainly could be writing lezy's email and sending it to my email and then forwarding that to her email, but that's not fun! There's no dramatic deadline that I almost never make and have to strive for!

*looks back*
Nope, the old bat still hasn't caught on. I really do Loath her very existance. Yes, I do, she kicked me out several times in a week for wearing a jacket incorrectly. Ok, and I hate her son, but that's absolutely not the reason! O_O

My mom knows them...just remembered.

Holly crap I should do this every time, do you think I'll get a week of ISS? Oh well, it's kind of fun, because no one talks and I can secretly write messages on the desks/thingies so the next person to sit there can respond to it, heheh. I made a chat room on the table in chemistry once, and that was fun, but it didn't last, somehow the removed the golden beautiful scratches I left.

Maybe I should just stop when I'm done. I still have no second hand, obviously, and I need to get with it. Ok, so, on to my scheduled activities, and no more animals.

#3!!!! COUNTING CIELING POP CORN THINGIES!!! w00tzors(ish)(ith)--->

one...two...three.........oh! four! five six seven...er...yeh it would be smarter to use those.... 8 9 10.....11...12....not 14....not 13.....15...16......1------7------......18.....19ityelevendy1!!
Well, I got bored of that too, but I think I got them all anyway. On to the next.

TYPING LOUDLY FOR EVERYONE TO HEAR!!!

OMG OMG OPMG KAS SDFJKK EATATKORUBOUSES!!!! OMG OMG WOW....done...

Count pixels-

one.....two....this ancient thing probably has liek 100ty billion, but I'll say 30 instead. Liek IS a word...

*CoUnTiNg YoUr FaCe*

ONE!11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!!!1!1!1!1ChristComesBack#$@#^2312$%745!!!seventeenbecauseIsayso!!!!1!!OnEhAnD11!

Well, I'll end here, I know you all enjoyed it, but alright, I'll have to do it next time I skip health (day after tomorow, and every other day after that, possibly? It's that farking boring people....)...done!

BTW, my shower shocks me with electricity...weird grounding effect electrical people, but it works still!!! ^_^

Ok, so this last half is a short one.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:04:36 GMT

I have to go to a movie now, we're going to see "hitch" with whats his face and whats her face (actors) with family!

THANKS FOR THE BEADS LEZ! I'll teach you meditation techniques soon!!!! Same abby, I'll tell you a bit about it and I'll see you guys later!!!

FIRST HALF!

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 13:31:06 GMT

This is my first entry for today, 2/14/05 and is also an email to Lezy, so don't bother with itlez, nothing's added, unless you just feel like commenting or sumthin cool ^_^ :

Awesome! I'd love to take your beads! (*feels like a thief...and is, but feels like he's stealing her beads, which he isn't...arg...*)
I hope other people got that message, and by the way, if you don't mind telling other people I know, please do, I'd love as many as possible for my special little section!!! : D I go to hobby lobby tomorrow to pick some out, and I'm sure they have some, but I don't want to have to stay with those choices only, I want variation and something that's special to me and my childhood, so when I look back on those beads in the future I'll have the memories, because everyone knows how bad my memory is as of late...

I will absolutely, positively, definitely teach you how to meditate properly! It's a necessary skill in life to be wholesome and happy, and really it's very very easy to do. In fact, people are intimidated during the learning phase because they think it may be evil or they might catch some ancient disease in a spell they say. XD But you don't chant, chanting throws of concentration, and I say it's easy because you simply have to clear your thoughts (for the first session) and think only of energy passing through your body and breathing, if you notice anything else and realize it, then you're off and need to concentrate harder. When you first start off it might be hard because you start THINKING about NOT THINKING about something, and that leads to thoughts about that item. For instance, if I say "Don't think of a polar bear eating itself!" you will most definitely think of it. YOU JUST THOUGHT ABOUT IT! (and if you didn't try meditation, you'll be a stud...LOL, but I can't do that...I thought of a polar bear and a dancing banana though...eating itself...)

It felt like a dream this morning, seriously, I woke up at 2:30 AM and was already fully rested, and then sat there trying to go to sleep and couldn't, so I got up and started learning some Yoga. I can bring you the papers if you want, it's EXTREMELY good for your back, very very relaxing afterwards, and you'll get a little bit more limber. At first I got done and was like "Hey, I learned the Sun Salutation, probably the easiest one in the world!" and my back was kind of sore, but I'm pretty sure that was from meditating soon after, because I was sitting cross legged and trying for good posture, so yeh. Anyway, I didn't expect that I would be up THAT early, so I just got back in bed and laid down back to my bed and rested, but never fell asleep.
By now I had been up for, oh, 3 hours and fifteen minutes (and hour and a half being the sun salutation, learning and practicing so I would remember it, and then whatever was left I meditated and aligned energy. (it's basically the same as getting a spiritual healing to work on you, and really I don't know anyone but me that does it this way. Head, neck, chest, chest, side chest, side chest (armpit area, but not quite) stomach, stomach, Knees (around 40 pulses of energy long, really), then feet. REPEAT! (MY OWN LITTLE RHYME!)

In case you're wondering, I love writing, but I'm too lazy to type this up again, so your email is sooo going on LJ as part of my double entry for today. : D I know, I know, I won't do it again, lol.

Email back with more details on when you want to learn, it shouldn't take but like 10 minutes for you to absorb the info and positions of which to align, and I can teach you both normal methods of meditation.

I can tell Nimul is pleased with this new schedule, especially the yoga, after all, it's his body too! ^_^ Really...lol! He's a bit disappointed that I haven't tried the Kundalini (spelling?) Yoga yet, which is more mind and body preparation for energy, but my email hasn't come for it yet, so boohoo, I didn't have time in the first place...heheh, jk, don't hurt me.

Well, see you later!

An Idea!

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 01:12:51 GMT

Sections of your interest (skip to your favorite, use CTRL+F to search for the numberings):

1A: Intro
2A: My day before now
3A: Plans for the rest of the day
4A: My new schedule and Yoga plan

1B: The beads idea! you guys can help ^_^

VVV- HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY IS 2B down there *points down*-VVV
2B: What can you do to help me? Come to the last section and see! ^_^

1A:
I've decided! w00t
abby introduced me in part to Yoga, very interesting form of excersise ^_^.
I'm going to incorporate it into my NEW SCHEDULE!!! I start today, so when the day's over, and you begin reading this sometime today or tomorow (today is sunday), then this is my sunday schedule...:

2A:
Awake at 7:00, back to sleep and awake at 7:49, but I really wanted to wake up at 7:00...
Ate breakfast while using the computer, breakfast was eggs (without additives), Hashbrowns, and biscuits(sp)
Stayed on computer for a while, and then left with my mom to go to hastings, drug emporium, and united.
Got back from all three of those places without beads (I wanted to find some lol) but instead with mints...lol!
Got back onto computer and by then it was around...ohhh...2:00PM or so, and I had been taking turns w/ computer w/ bro.
I decided to look for more beads but had little luck, only found one necklace with any, and set those asid efor later.
Asked mom if she would take me to hobby lobby later and she said tuesday and I'm like "aww..." and I'll get some then...
I got back onto the computer now, about 6:00 really, and plan to stay on until 6:30 or 6:45...then lift weights.

3A:
PLANNED--->
I have an easy lift day for today, it's primary duty is to get me to rest ^_^ I do lift some though, just so I can say I lift every night haha, so it's neck night tonight, I just take some 15 pounds or so and lay down on a bench or bed and lean my neck off of the adge and up down up down, the turn on my side up side down side, then the other side and then lay down on my stomach and face the ground with my eyes and up down up down, then repeat for the same neck areas 2 more times in a row, doing them slowly, about 30-100 times each depending on the sides. Left and right sides of the neck are 100's, front side is very difficult, and it's a 30-50 rep side, and then the back side of the neck is usually no more than 50 for each go. Now you have workout notes.
After working out I will eat some oriental stir fry cooked up here by my mom with lots of chicken and mushrooms and nuts and sauces, yummy and protein filled. When I'm done, I'll rest for just a second and then take my multivitamin (tastes like garlic, mint leaves, tea leaves, glutamin, vitamin c, dirt, your common flue medication, some preperation-H cooling gel (I'm just taking a guess), and peach fuzz mixed together...yummy...), then a vitamin C pill to make sure that damn cold is gone, and then my Protein Powder (Mega-Whey mix, GMC) which is just three scoops of slightly supposed to taste like chocolate powder with bits of crunchy vitamin in it (that you should never attempt to eat with your teeth) mixed with half a glass of water to make a vitamin tasting watered down hot chocolate kind of drink that tastes closer to mowed grass than chocolate. After that I'll brush my teeth, wash my face, maybe shave (because I always forget to in the morning!!!) and clock myself in for the night.
At this time it shall be 8:00 PM and I'll be in bed at that time every night! Early!
Think again, it's early, but not out of question.

4A:
I decided that I need some silence to myself, so every morning I'm waking up at 4:45 AM (after starting sleeping at 8:00PM every night) and doing-->
1: Yoga: Sun Salutation (Thanks for the site, abby!)
2: If I get my email tonight on my lessons, Kundalini Yoga, more for the mind and chakras than others.
3: Regular meditation, but partly during Kundalini Yoga if it allows, and partly during Sun Salutation, then with the time I have left I'll just do some free meditation, and that should clear meditation up for the day, except for the random staring at the walls blankly in most classes, which IS a form of meditation, and when I just close my eyes and zone out in some classes such as horticulture and...um...sadly, chemistry :P (though I'm failing misserably most likely)...then zoning out any other time of the day.
AND THEN-->
Eating something (very often 3 Eggs and Oatmeal (3 bags of it, small bags though)
Throw a shirt in the drier... ^_^
Showering (more meditation time really)
Getting dressed and brushing through my long beautiful hair (LOL) to get tangles out while it's wet...
Maybe check my mail on the computer
Check to see that my hair isn't like frizzing out completely before leaving.
Pack a lunch of some sort and ready school materials.
Grab my Palm Tungsten T3 for the day's boring activities in which I can't meditate during.
Slip my sandals on.
Grab a water bottle.
Run to the car because my mom is driving away impatiently.
Get the news paper when my mom stops at the end of our hideously long drive way.
See you guys at school (or some of you, in the cafeteria)

1B:
OMG I got the most awesome-est idea ever when Lezy gave me those beads (or, chui really) from school!!! I remembered that Shaman's often use them for channeling and as prayer beads, similar to those in japanese culture (japanese verified by lez). I COULD use them for that, but here as of lately, I've wanted an easier and more relaxing way to meditate in my cross legged position, because when you do as I do it is most comfortable to cross your legs and sit back straight up for better breathing, and block everything, creating an imaginary field, and seeing yourself meditate there. In reality, you're meditating in your imaginary world, but you're still meditating and still get the full effect, it's easy to block outside noises that way ~_0 but then again, you aren't seeing your imaginary world, you see the brain inside your imaginary head (in a sense) and meditate imaginatively, but it's a real meditation sequence. Well you get it, it's just the way I learned from Nimul for easy beginning and I just enjoy it's simplicity.
Back to the beads, when I meditate, I have to touch my hands together somehow, but prefferably palm to palm somehow. As you may have figured out, this can lead to uncomfortable or aukward (sp) possitions for me, because I have to hold my muscles in place and put force on my arm, which throws off my concentration and breathing a bit. SOOOO, to connect the energy flow, I'm simply going to use beads, I'll hold one end with a palm, and the other with this one, and this is such a perfect way to do it, you just don't know how mad at myself I forgot about it. It gives two sides of the beads for energy to flow, and energy goes in one way only, like a race kind of (like this)
|---------------------------------|
|---------------------------------|
(the top line repressents the energy that flows between the two hands that is good usable stable ballanced energy, while the bottom one repressents the energy that is unusable because I already have enough of that and it will unballance the body, or it is just an overflow not needed, and it all depends on the poles like in magnitation, north and south poles, see? I might want to face north or south while doing this...because if I'm facing a certain way unprefferable to the energy flow, it might just (top line) hit each other and collapse, not making it to either of the other hands, see? Like a draw or tie in a game ^_^)

Not only that, but I'll make it looong, that way it can sag and hit the floor also, this means the energy has a place to go (negative energy, or more like de-magnitized really), because it is NOT a good thing to keep bundled up inside, it causes many problems, you want it to flow out of your body to keep the ballance, and if that line hits the floor, then it travels down into the ground, because inside the earth is the greatest magnet of energy of all, because it's half a side of possitively charged energy and half a side of negatively charged energy (north and south poles), meaning that amounts of certain positive or negative energy is going to flow down to that earthly charge, and some of that charge (in the meaning of ballance really) will flow back up towards yourself, or myself, or whatever.

2B:
If you're a personal friend from nearby, you can help me! You don't have to, of course, but I'd love to have a piece of my friends in the making of something I will be carrying around everywhere at all times and using every morning. This set of stringed beads is going to be a totaly random mix, it will have normal round beads, half beads (like circles with the hole in the middle)(may be called seperators), and gems with holes through them (rocks, crystals, etc).
HOWEVER, I'm not including any type of plastic in this creation, because it's very difficult to get a flow going using plastic, because it is a slightly dirty or impure material, factory made and resistant to charge. All or MOST (because there might be rocks and crystals and stuff like that) of this will be WOODEN, so I'll have wooden beads and gems only. I'll (on this ocasion only, really) use fishing line for stringing it together, because it's a very very strong type of string, and might just use two together, but it depends on what I can find. It's going to be long enough that I can wrap it around my neck by doubling it up, so it might look like two beaded necklaces around my neck, but they aren't *winkith* and I'll use them for random meditation anywhere I want.

You can help by bringing me any old bead you can find, or several, if you want, but please, no plastic (omg I'm pushy for someone getting free things lol). I'd love to have a section of beeds where only my friends have spots, see? That way I'll always remember you!
(The best part? Most of my friends are women, lol, so I might just be able to get something from them :P)
If they cost money or you buy them special for this or something financialy exclusive (EXCLUSIVE! ^_^) I'll certainly buy them from you, but I have a money roof of like 10 bucks, so don't do anything drastic.
If you don't have any beads, then it's perfectly fine, I don't expect any, I just think it's good to offer if you want a place on my life long bead line. heheh :P
Just bring it to me on monday or tuesday, or later than that if you want, I'll try to rebead it if I already did, because I can get fishing line soooo cheap.

THANKS FOR READING!!!! I KNOW THIS WAS A LONG ONE!

MEMENTO MORI AND LOVE AND LIGHT AND PEACE AND ALL OF THAT SHIT, LUV YUH AND SEE YOU ON MONDAY!!! (or maybe tuesday?),

Colby

And my entry shall ennnnnd....HERE!

Bored...

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 22:55:56 GMT

Well, today started out good, I guess, woke up and had some cereal, and when it was gone I was sad because I'm a freaking bottomles pit and so I ate a bag of those great tasting Peachie O's that have the yummy sparkly outside coating of sugar, and then had lunch an hour after. I got on the computer for two hours (missing abby on yahoo, who is also bored :P) and emailed and stuff, replying, the normal.
Now...I'm soooo bored, it started with me being tired, and Nimul being bored, but not he's evolved to bored-as-hellmon and I'm Damnit-this-is-the-most-un-intertaining-day-in-the-world-izard, so don't scratch my genetals or I'll scratch yours back! But with a razor blade! And girls, I'll find something to scratch damnit!

Well...er..so what's going on? :P
Abby, ask questions here if you want... ^_^
Anyone else, complain about your borring day here if you want! <_<

Music?

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 00:21:35 GMT

-----THE FOLLOWING IS A LONG EXPLANATION ON MY VIEW OF RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN ME AND A PENCIL, IT IS MY OWN OPINION IN MY OWN RELIGIOUS BELIEF, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT OR MAY BE OFFENDED BY IT, PLEASE GO READ YOUR BIBLE SAFE IN A NICE FLUFFY CHAIR MADE OF CUTE RABBIT FUR! ^_^ POOR RABBITS!!!------
You just might want to print this out instead of reading it online, it took me too long to write it for you to read half and comment! O_O Heheh...and abby, if you want to know about me, you'll have to log onto Yahoo, you yahoo, I dun do no email conversations! (well I do, but ask lezy, they fall apart with me)...

What is music to you? Is it a combination of sounds? A song about alchohol or dancing? Is it a load blair in the background of your life, getting you through each day?

...or is it a puzzle piece to understanding the universe? Well I have news for you, music isn't just sound or a catchy tune that makes you want to drill a hole through your head, it's much much more. Everytime you wake up from sleeping, you can hear the music, even without a radio or TV or walkman, it's there. The sound of the clock, the high pitched humming of your electronics, and the shifting and rubbing of the covers on your bed, it's all music. I really don't feel like giving "The. Speach." here, because when I do I usually take hours literally translating my thoughts (ask anyone that has talked to me in a deep interesting conversation on the internet...maybe lezly, but those are still only short convos). Music is a way of knowing, it IS communication at heart, everything that has to do with communication, and if we didn't have music, there would be no life. The Multiversal Music can even be described as life itself.

>>Our very life is comprised of a mass of energy, and only but energy.<<

What does this mean?! You're confused! I can tell! Maybe you think you know...well hold the thought and let's test you.

Look at this computer screen. You're the same as that screen, you're both made of the exact same things, and even though it can't physicaly and independantly move itself, it does have thoughts and feelings, memories even. "OMG HE'S PSYCHO! LMAO!" Ok, calm down, now look into it further. UIE, Universal Intelligent Energy, or even better, MIE, Multiversal Intelligent Energy, is the only building block of life out there. Yes, of course atoms are, duh, but now what are atoms made of? They aren't the smallest piece of energy out there, it can always be split once more, until reaching it's core form, MIE. Now, there's no way of proving this to Mundane's, but if you've experienced Shamanic Travels or Talked to a spirit, which is itself only a pure form of MIE, you'll believe me. Ok, so, once again, if MIE is everything and anything, but nothing is MIE, it's just made of it, then what IS music?

1: I'm not talking about the word music, it has a specific definition in the dictionary. I'm speaking of the THOUGHT of music, rather. Music is everything. Your skin is everything, that chicken you just ate is practically you and your fork is now seemingly your friend?! Go you, you're understanding.

Realization #1 for you now?! The computer is made of MIE, which is in itself just an energy capable of carrying information! Therefor, the computer has emotions and memories, yet it can't use them and doesn't even know it has them, because it has no brain. Technicaly, can't you argue that because it doesn't have a brain, then it doesn't have the chemistry needed to show emotion? Of course you could, but good luck, I've done it and you'll be walking in circles until your brain explodes alll over your new white shirt and you'll thank me for simplifying it for you. ^_^

OK THEN! HOW THE HELL DID WE GET TO THE COMPUTER HAVING FEELINGS FROM THE MUSIC TOPIC?! THEY'RE ALL RELATED!

The main reason for this explanation is >>>Treating the world like trash is just a more complicated way of killing yourself slowly but surely inside and out, so for ****'s sake, don't screw yourself over like that ^_^.<<<

and always remember, energy can neither be created, nor destroyed, so when all of this comes to mind, what does this say about DEATH? Maybe I shouldn't share my thoughts on death, it may disturb...oh who cares, it's all good, you guys know I'm not psycho! : D *smiles and looks left and right slowly* ok...

Death is a very very good thing. For all of you that have boohoo-eded your eyes out over a family member or the dog that you tricked into liking his prison and claiming him as your personal item and basicaly playing god and holding a life in your hand, I'll go with that, it's a difficult thing losing a loved one, but if you remember this, or believe it, it's much easier to work with. Death is not only good, it's one of the most important things in the world. A person holds X amount of energy when he or she is born and as he or she grows, he or she gathers that energy and learns to harness it. I'll tell you one thing, it HAS been proven and is being proven that your brain naturaly has it's own electromagnetic field, and it CAN control it using electromagnetic waves. This means psychics are real, your mom may be able to read into your feelings (because electromagnetic waves carry most information that natural MIE does), and that monk really did levitate! omg! what does this have to do with death? Well everything is related, but back on subject, this energy, when released, can only spread to another person, and because the world has to keep it's energy ballanced, it can allot a fraction to each living thing according to it's own MIE mass.
*dancing banana for intermission, grab a pop corn basket and some sodas and get back here...*
Ok, so, this means, the more energy the more available to a single person. One thing you should know is that every bit of energy counts, you (if you have that "sixth sense", per say) can feel every bit flowing through you and when it changes, you'll know. When the worlds death rate goes up, you feel happy and much better, especialy when you don't realize that the world's death rate went up, understand? Then again, you should have already figured this one out, but humans have one of THE LOWEST masses of pure usable energy alloted to them at birth and during life, for the soul reason that they are so oblivious to the fact that it's there. So, the HUMAN death rate skyrocketing might not make you feel much better, but if you're me and want every last bad-at-heart-and-soul-and-in-the-mind human to die right now (NOW...damn...), then you'll be happy to hear the death rate announcement. Holly shit this is a long one...are you reading a printed out version?! I wouldn't have the patience!

Ok, I'll try to end it...
What I'm trying to say is, death is a good thing, and next tiem you're at a funeral for a friend, I might be the maniac laughing at a lame joke or the priest's hair in the back, being escorted out, because it's not sad to me, just kind of disapointing. No, really, the last time a person I knew died I was like "Oh, really?...er...ok, but did you buy me more chicken strips?! I MUST HAVE PROTEIN! O_O"

Maybe that surprises some of you? (the whole death ritual, not just that one paragraph (death ritual=entire entry, for it is long and borring ^_^)

Ok, well, I left A LOT for discussion, so DISCUSS DAMNIT!!!!

PS- a little bit of trivia, what is known as the Universal Death and Life Element? Fire, think about it and have a nice day! ~_0

Wow, was I talkative the other day...

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 22:41:39 GMT

Today-

Least interesting: stared at wall, stared at space time continueum (*possible*), stared at TV, stared at Chris's nose (annoyed him, note: don't do), daydreamed, did a packet, got beez wax with pepper mint extract spread all over my arm in english, and made a random noise that everyone laughed at. (note: don't do...during teacher's lesson...while she's pissed...)

Most interesting: Talked to peoplez, played on my Tungsten T3 (palm pilot for the lesser of the cyber generation ^_^), learned a bit more japanese, listened to some crazy stuff at lunch while playing T3, had several conversations with Chris in geometry where we kept sending each other "calcu-grams" (calculators with notes written on the screen), had my own little meditation period, which blew up in my face when the teacher asked me a question and it took me 4 seconds to realize she was talking to me, and heard Britney (gil.) blab about me being stupid. (note: Always make fun of her mentaly and not verbaly, everyone supports her :P)

Hmm...besides that, I'm sitting here very bored...It's year 4703, really, just on the moon. That's right, if you lived on the moon, it would be year 4703, the year of the rooster. I get random updates on this stuff through your friendly and quiet spirit, though I didn't quite solve the puzzle until just a while ago, came up a while back really. Always does. nimul is in a slightly bored, slightly annoyed but still happy mood, he doesn't like all of the noise that my brother makes with his electric guitar, because as some may know electrical currents and astral or spiritual bodies kind of clash...hmm...like a rabid beaver on crack fighting a dragon fly...who woul have guessed...

Well, I'm having a good day ^_^ ARE YOU?!??!
Abby is teh reading my journal now (maybe) because lezy is supposedly giving her the linkith, so hi abby! *waves*
BTW...never figured out what abba was on your song listings, but I searched for it in WinMX and decided I'd download a song or 13, and I did and now I end up with an album, so I realize who it is now...*shrugs and holds a 6 1/2 sign up*

Mental Battle

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 23:33:08 GMT

I want to start every one of my entries from now on with a writing of some kind, so here you go, this is my creative writing for the day, and it's a quickly made (2 hours or so) poem about the bare insides of a normal person's head, and why 95% of all people are...ooo, I'll let you guess ^_^ Imaginations are fun. Anyway, here you go, it's more of a mix between an old travelers story and poetic creativity :P A lot of people don't exactly favor this type of poem the most, but I thought I'd try something new, and actually, cross out a couple of minor spelling errors (which might still occur) and some grammar mistakes, and you've got a printable :P

-KINGDOM SOUL-

Beyond our own scriptures,
a legend is told,
and of these great epics,
two kingdoms birthed gold,
so ponder your courage,
compared to those dead,
compile your money,
and counter weight lead.
Fused two into one,
they thrive all the same,
toss your free will,
you've arrived at Kingdom Dread.

"How do they live,
without form or fashion,
and still be content,
with but water and bread?
As soon as they realize,
what they are missing,
they'll discover the mandate,
and power of Dread!"

Now angered and restless,
the king has become,
he sends his best army,
to carry a fist,
and greedy they're made,
of their own will,
mindless destruction,
a thirst for the kill.

When they first arrived,
to the kingdom of light,
the enemy stood there,
refusing to fight.
They slaughtered the sheep,
and dormant they lay,
when up from a carcass,
came a single light ray.
Starring in awe,
the soldiers now saw,
the beauty that they,
themselves had destroyed,
but not one regretted,
the orders deployed.

As more and more rose,
from the ashes of war,
each spread apart,
to allow something more.
Down this row came,
the king of the light,
"I have something to say,
before the end of the fight..."

He stood most erect,
and sounded his word,
"You'd follow to death,
your corrupt dreadful lord.
Take one look around,
at what you have done.
Quite simply spoken,
the war has begun."
Come the end of these words,
the soldiers had wept,
yet the blood tipped morals,
the soldiers still kept,
and creating their tracks,
without a glance behind,
they trudged through the sunset,
to seek their enemies blind.

Now, if you're not a poetry type person, then don't read on, i have one more to add and it was my first ever poem (well, first constructive one...)

-POISONED WATER-

This world depends,
on the sins of our kind,
it's future destruction,
the fault of the blind.

though doubtful their knowledge,
of what they have done,
with every tear fallen,
a war has begun.

ok, now that last part there, that's something that really stays in MANY of my writings, because I like the subject and I say so. So get used to hearing the war has began, will begin, just began, etc.
I feel like I need to explain the part where the king says "The war has begun", because "duh, everyone was dead!" but no, use your brain ^_^. He's not exactly talking about a physical war (well, maybe partly, but think of it), is he?

Heheh, well I hope you liked my very neat and pretty long journal entry today, it won't be like this often, so send me a reply (feedback area) if you liked my work or have a comment, I'd love to hear from you. (even constructive critizizmz <--nice word eh?)

OH, and thanks to Lezy for allowing me to borrow her DVD, I'll watch it lez and tonight even ^.^ ^_^

Dad=rotting evil

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 22:22:38 GMT

Well, writing my first hideously boring journal. Les see, whatdI do today...
Well...

got on the computer this morning and typed a bit to friends and answered email, then went to school. Well, I got there and supposedly was suppose to learn incantations for wickan magic (lol) but I skipped out and decided to tell this guy to bug off and stop asking me. So now I'm back at school (that other stuff was in an email) and I sat down, you know, because school over here starts at 8:30 now, used to be 8:00 so yay I guess...I was there at like 7:50 so I'm laying all over a table bored. Talked to some friends, got lectured a couple of times about my lazy habits and other stuff, then this guy comes over to a friend of mine (who just happens to be gay, I don't care as long as he doesn't go groaping me) and jokes about his bus driver liking him(friend)...wtf? Yeh nice joke man you're SOOO awesome now I idolize your inteligence and studdering sweaty palmed grace...ass hole...
Anywho, this kid is like 17 an still 4 and a half feet with black hair blood shot eyes and some raggedy cloths, dumbest looking person in the world, you can take a jab at his IQ, probly around that of a pure bread toe fungus...
He comes back over after we talk about him being an idiot for a second and tells this girl (someone I know but don't know, you know what I mean...) that they wanted her to do a dance for them or sumthing, and that made me a little bit mad that they picked on her because they saw her talking to mystery man #1 (gay guy)...
This person's name is Dusty, how freakishly uncreative can you get...let's jump him...he lives in lubbock texas, probly in a random dumpster, and his dumpster is probably lowest of them all, probably brown stead of green.

K, more, got to chemistry and had a pretty good day there. Britney gillypie (meh nickname for a name I have no idea how to spell) started choking up so I lent her my water bottle and she coughed in it, lol, so I had to hack it up with a pencil and burn it before I contaminated anyone. Then the pen I used for the papers before was falling apart and I had to use the ink cartridge only. Not as bad as it sounds, I got sympathy from a teacha and she gave me some answers to the work, all easy from there. I finished we graded a bunch of things and I passed through chemistry without blowing myself up or anything.

Next was the most boring shit on the planet, geometry. The teacher is boring, but the class sucks...oh...wait...well it does, whether you expected me to say "but the class is easy" or not...I found my homework and we leanred some new methods that were easy and then I had to go check out a book to use and we started some more work, I finished that. Now I have 45 minutes of silence and boredum, oh goody.

Now's my BCIS, very easy technological education, we learn about how many bytes are in a megabyte, omg, how hard...anyway, that's not the problem, my teacher is a fat worthless bitch and I dun like her. Materialistic hoser is what she is, go eat a twinkie bigg'n! I mean, she has >>6<< chins! Anyway, I feel sorry for her...till she tells me she's giving me Detention for not working as fast as I should have been.
Got outa there after ignoring her enough.

now last class is English. We had a substitute teacher, it was pretty easy and we read a good story, called...ah hell can't remember, oh well, it was sumthin bout a monkey's paw, at the end there was a zombie, yay for zombies.

Got out of school, and now I'm here, and now I'm typing, I just typed about typing, if you want to know.
My dad is an arse, he come sover to me and leans on the chair, blowing on my long beautiful hair *waves hair* (LOL) and reading my private conversations, then insults me about my beliefes (not like he knows what I do believes) and that's all really. My name is oficialy Kindir to my friends, mwahahaha! ^_^